A LIFE IN-TUNED WITH OLD

apparently by someone else… someone who deserves her…

i kinda missed her… her name is malen

she has everything that i dreamed of a girl

she plays an instrument

shes a smart girl

she writes poetry

she smiles like no one else can

and she loved me

she is everything

we we’re together when we are kids, so you got the idea that i was immature and stupid, i never given her the love and attetion she deserves, but hey! i was 13 then.

i remember a moment when i tried to get back to her, and she answers “alam mo n yung sagot ko” she said yes to me again… but i didnt really took good care of that relationship, months flew, I made a decision/move that i regret up to this day, i left her again, for the reason up until now i dont know why i did… is’nt that stupid? i had everything i wanted, but i just threw it away.

i never had the chance to say that i was sorry, that i caused you pain, i was so immature, but hey! it made me the person that i’am now, a person that knows how to love, how to treasure and cherish a persons worth, and for that i thank you, hope you’re happy, and i know you are! thanks for the memories malen XD

it was puppy love (if you want to call it like that) and you will always be my 1st love (1st love never dies ryt?.. cheesy crap haha XD)

PS

i still have those poems you wrote and gave to me, w/the drawings and letters

ill still keep it, cause you’re a speacial part and will always be a special part of me..

i dont listen that much to RnB, but there is a song by usher and alicia keys w/ the line “There’s always that one person
that will always have your heart
You never see it coming cause
you’re blinded from the start” 

this line really reflect how i feel/felt(past tense?haha)

ill never forget you and your smile

best wishes to you and your husband

jason gives a smile to you coz you’re happy =)