A LIFE IN-TUNED WITH OLD

it was the first time talking to you

first tym since u pointed that friendship is the only thing “that and must” exist between us

it was such a hard blow to me

sure i was acting to be ok
but of course.. i’am not

i have no choice but go with it… cause i can’t change it

i grew up with the saying “go against the flow,if you cant figure it out for the first time, find other ways to do it”

but this time, i cant find a way how to resolve this thing

i guess this time,
i just have to swim with the current like a dead fish

honestly theres nothin i can do,
i feel so powerless

to my tol!
thanks, for you helped me to forget bout my past relationship
but then suddenly things went ugly between us

i started to fall for you
sorry… now i must find a way it figure this out

either by saving this feelings i have for you or forgetting it completely

i guess the timing was right when you found about it
cause i’am really falling deeper into you
then you somewhat saved me again
by telling me to stop this
you saved me from falling deeper into you
saved me from falling hard to the ground
you saved me from falling

i got healed, got broken again… is there someone who’ll fix me again?

time will tell

-jason